New Look~~~~~~~~~~~~~~New Feel

Imma get my hair cut in the morning b4 school. I think imma get bangs..not sure. I feel like $h!+ about myself, and i think getting a haircut will help.....then imma straighten my hair. i feel like crap..........my chest hurts, my stomach hurts.....and my heart and head hurt front the $h!+ my dad keeps pulling. I got another email tonight. worse one yet. i don't know what to do, but hopefully..............a haircut will help. i can't believe i read what he wrote........it took several tries and several reloads bc i kept slamming my laptop shut. ugh. hopefully i can get through this tomorrow. i am so ready. hopefully i can make it without coughing my stomach inside out!! :) goodnight. ThErApYtEeN.