"...the truth about our childhood is stored up in our body and although we repress it, we can never alter it. Our intellect can be deceived, our feelings manipulated, our perceptions confused and our body tricked with medication. But some day, the body will present its bill, for it is as incorruptible as a child who, still whole in spirit, will accept no compromise or excuses, and it will not stop tormenting us until we top evading the truth." -Miller.

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a wise person remined me of htis. and this is something i need to remember right now. having a hard time. alone and struggling. feel to guily to call my uncle and tell him whats going on. worried for my guma. dont know anything. they r going to tell me all in person. alone alone alone and strugglin.............text it or call it. kk. goodnight.