Ashley and the terrble, horrible, No Good Very Bad Day

rough day day times a billon! Dont think ive had it this rough in a long time!!!!!!!! im tired, sick, draned, angry, sad, scared, andi feel alone. (alone except for 2 adorable pups). i just wish i could get it out. ive been floating in nad out of this nightmare all day. walking around living my past. i know its not happening now but you could sure fool me. everything feels so real. i took anothe rshower. i just cant get rid of this. its so gross. ugh. i cant stand this. ew ew ew ew ew ew ew.. time a millon billon! no matter what i do i cant shake it. im surround in a fog of my demons and i just cant see clearly now but i hope i will soon.i hate this....ugh ugh ugh.